You said that I could find
peace, then you told me I was worthless.
You said that I could smile
again, then you turned out the light.
You were no different than the
others, expecting what I could never give.
Promising the road to hope
Then leaving me alone, lonely
and afraid.
You said I chose what I lived,
then you told me the price I would pay.
You said my life would change,
then abandoned me when I lost my way.
Your truth was a lie.
Maybe you thought it would
become real if you told it enough.
You said my failure to change
was a lack of faith.
Then I cried and cried and
cried.
You said I lacked desire and
sincerity, then I fell to pieces and died inside.
I loved life but could not live
mine.
You beat me then stole my last
breath.
You said to ignore the sound of
footsteps -- the sound of others on the same road.
Then I knew I had to find
strength.
You said that to live any other
way was unacceptable.
Then I knew I only had to
accept myself.
The road is long and lonely.
Even though so many are
walking.
I will leave a light.
from LIGHT by Marc Adams 1997
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